Missiles

★ 6.12.2025 ★ Sleep: 2hrs 😔 ★

I have been listening to a lot of post-punk, cold war cope, songs due to certain world wide events. The song Missiles by The Sound has CEMENTED itself in my brain (recommend but beware of the worm). To the point I had a very lucid, very long, dream (lucid dreams usually extend space and time for me) about essentially trying to think. I was in a small plain black room. There were speakers in the corner and I was trying to do something on a table in the middle of the room. But over the speakers the same part of the song kept playing, over and over and over again. Fun Fact about me but I cannot read or use the complex functions of my brain if there is music playing. My sick and twisted neurons know this and play into it. I also tend to have dreams that involve repetitive things if I stay up too long using my brain (Which I did in fact do). Needless to say I woke up with a headache! I love getting NO sleep. It is my #1 skill.

Vampire Coven

★ 6.15.2025 ★ Sleep: 3hrs ★

I was in a vampire coven, and I was like a guard. The sire was some sexy dude who sat on a pile of tires and old car part in a field and I layed on the ground fingers in the grass on my stomach to sleep. It was so comforting, I want to lay in a field now. There was some guy who was deemed disposable and I chased him through a junk yard and ripped his throat out? The vampire leader guy also animated and had a YouTube channel?? There was an overall plot of his videos too and subscribers would vote for what would happen in them and such. I had joined his discord channel and everyone freaked out because they didn’t know I was a real being or if I was just some elaborate role player lol. Something was voted on about me and it was kylo ren related (pokemon?). I also at one point was on a vacation to a resort (I go to resorts so much in my dreams) and there was like a Star Wars / vintage computer scholastic book fair thing and all the nerds thought I wasn’t supposed to be there but I think flexed my nerd brain by asking spec questions. This may or may not have been related to the vampire dream. There was also a point I was inside a big balloon vending machine, full working inner mechanism of a balloon vending machine, I was hiding, it was pink. It was in a grocery chain who was having a celebration because they added “beef noodle soup” to their hot menu? Some girl got her ass beat because she had like campaigned for it to happen and someone wanted something else.