Frankie Boy

★ 8.17.2025 ★ Sleep: ?hrs ★

I had a dream that Frank Iero from the american rock band My Chemical Romance. Yk the guy. Made a neocities website. Said website was handcoded and super weird. I have been so locked into this new webpage that it is bleeding into my dreams. Frank Iero then proceeded to upload something regaurding MCR5 and everyone went fucking crazy. But I was more impressed with the page layout because of course I would be. MCR5 is real and you are looking at code... OK! There was something else about the actual code that had ARG like stuff in it so it was worth it. I do not really remember most of this dream. Only that Frank, the one who is haunting me, made a website (better than that on he made in HS) and it was sick as shit and made me want to redo everything. I also spent the night before torturing myself with some of the coolest websites from the coolest people in the web neighborhood, so something to do with that. Even in my dreams I wish I was cooler!!! C'est la vie.

Talking Tom Nuke

★ 7.16.2025 ★ Sleep: 2hrs ★

Third person narration. A bomb hits Union Square and I am in my childhood house (which was not anywhere close to even the state of New york... so ???) with someone and a talking cat. There's something important on an SD card that the cat was there to steal from whoever is there with me. They still try to and we gotta slap the cat silly into looking at the current situation we all are in. Nuclear Survival time! We survive in the apartment. We didn't have much food because I was not supposed to be there. There is ash and stuff falling from the sky. Phone lines still work (which is how we knew Union Square was ground zero). We communicated with the person's husband who is ok and most of the world outside of nyc.jersey is ok, and we made a plan to meet up. Get to JFK and steal a plane (person knew how to fly/repair planes). There was a lot about Martial Law and hiding from people trying to steal stuff. Eventually once the ash stops we move out. I forget what happened but we fight for survival at the airport. The person takes a look at the engine. And I got to pee so I used the bathroom on the plane. I woke up because I had to pee in real life.

Trans Movie

★ 7.14.2025 ★ Sleep: 3hrs ★

I watched a movie in this dream. On the surface it was a slapstick silent film about a group of women on different levels of a building doing various domestic services. Buster Keaton is a trans woman that goes up and down the floors trying to find her place in the building. At one point, which may or may not have been the end, there was a scene where instead of a woman, there was a dog with human legs washing clothes and smoking. It was played out as a surprise/joke. The scene itself was something that could have been easily taken out of context today and seen as grossly offensive? I remember feeling moved. I then wrote an analysis essay after watching the movie. The essay was about metamorphosis in womanhood and the depth of femininity that comes with age. I talked a lot about how the film could be seen as a statement on societal ingrained misogyny, and how misogyny plays into how specfically trans women are seen and treated. Even though it was at the time seen as a jokey slapstick number by general audiences (because this was again supposedly a 20s' film). It was overall forgotten with time and I ended the dream essay saying that I thought it should be talked about more in queer and feminist media circles. I was cooking I think?? Good dream, good premise for a movie? Someone make it! Man... I hate terfs. I think the night before I went down a dark rabbit hole on twitter alt right stuff. Do not do that if you wanna go to sleep and still feel a bit of hope!!

Space Adventure

★ 6.30.2025 ★ Sleep: 5hrs!! ★

I was on a ship in space. A big colony type of ship with shopping centers and different apartment blocks. In some places you could just barely tell we were even in space. Eveyrthing sort of looked like the season 1 of Altered Carbon. I guess I was with a group of Star Trek fans, there was a moment I remember we were talking about Kirstie Alley being on the ship itself? Anyway, we all decided after some convincing from someone somewheres' to leave twitter and go back to Tumblr. There was a vivid moment of exchanging details on the app. I get frustrated with the mobile tumblr app a lot so this was in the dream. I remember the face of one of the girls, she had a dark red (the natural kind) long bob, she wore a weird looking headband and a skin tight dark blue one piece suit thing. Like if Shepard never hit the gym? I remember thinkinig she was really cool. At some point there was a big known user doing a live stream in a green Alien mask and tuxedo. The live stream for the most part was the standard, controversial to the general public, stuff. All about about rejecting capitalism and the machine and how the ship is classist and all that jazz. It was all over the ship, like on holograms, on advertisments, etc.. the news was talking about this dude like he was insane. As they would. At some point things changed and the guy just stopped moving. The live stream kept going, so at first everyone thought he was just asleep. But after day 3 we all knew that wasn't true. It became an even bigger sensation when it took an entire WEEK, of this nonstop live stream, for the police to find him. He had committed using something hidden in the mask. Needless to say it was some hell of a commentary. At another point I was reorganizing shelves, one of which had like a realistic alien person bust on it? Like Harry from resident alien sort of. There was also something inside a school distrct but I cannot remember it. At some other point I was on specifically a "G6" no mans sky type gas giant (this does not make sense since a G6 star system in game would be yellow , not purple, and cannot give you a gas giant.... but WHATEVER ig- it is a dream). It had the storms and low gravity and everything. It was red (becvause of course) and I was teaching someonehow you can parkour essentially using the low gravity to your advantage so then the storms aren't that big of a deal. Like physcially using my entire body to jump from moving rock to moving rock. It was kinda stellar. There was other stuff that happened but I forgot. Wahhhh.

Missiles

★ 6.12.2025 ★ Sleep: 2hrs 😔 ★

I have been listening to a lot of post-punk, cold war cope, songs due to certain world wide events. The song Missiles by The Sound has CEMENTED itself in my brain (recommend but beware of the worm). To the point I had a very lucid, very long, dream (lucid dreams usually extend space and time for me) about essentially trying to think. I was in a small plain black room. There were speakers in the corner and I was trying to do something on a table in the middle of the room. But over the speakers the same part of the song kept playing, over and over and over again. Fun Fact about me but I cannot read or use the complex functions of my brain if there is music playing. My sick and twisted neurons know this and play into it. I also tend to have dreams that involve repetitive things if I stay up too long using my brain (Which I did in fact do). Needless to say I woke up with a headache! I love getting NO sleep. It is my #1 skill.

Vampire Coven

★ 6.15.2025 ★ Sleep: 3hrs ★

I was in a vampire coven, and I was like a guard. The sire was some sexy dude who sat on a pile of tires and old car part in a field and I layed on the ground fingers in the grass on my stomach to sleep. It was so comforting, I want to lay in a field now. There was some guy who was deemed disposable and I chased him through a junk yard and ripped his throat out? The vampire leader guy also animated and had a YouTube channel?? There was an overall plot of his videos too and subscribers would vote for what would happen in them and such. I had joined his discord channel and everyone freaked out because they didn’t know I was a real being or if I was just some elaborate role player lol. Something was voted on about me and it was kylo ren related (pokemon?). I also at one point was on a vacation to a resort (I go to resorts so much in my dreams) and there was like a Star Wars / vintage computer scholastic book fair thing and all the nerds thought I wasn’t supposed to be there but I think flexed my nerd brain by asking spec questions. This may or may not have been related to the vampire dream. There was also a point I was inside a big balloon vending machine, full working inner mechanism of a balloon vending machine, I was hiding, it was pink. It was in a grocery chain who was having a celebration because they added “beef noodle soup” to their hot menu? Some girl got her ass beat because she had like campaigned for it to happen and someone wanted something else.